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Sacred Seconds
My boys are low on toothpaste. The kind of low where they dug through the linen closet and found the bubblegum flavored toothpaste samples the dentist sent home with them a decade ago that were shoved behind the towels and seemingly lost forever. Now they are brushing with pink-sparkle-bubblegum toothpaste. Needless to say, a run Continue reading
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The Mercy of Grief
I’ve been really sad this past week. Grief seems to have resurfaced; or at least the sadness of grief has come to visit once again. Is it that we’re stepping into the holiday season and that always brings with it an ache? Even though this will be our fourth Christmas without Ezra, there is still Continue reading
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The In-Between
We are at that time of year where the morning light comes later. Prior to the time-change this past weekend, mornings in my corner of the world have been dark until quite late. We recently got a puppy (whom my boys have named Mike), and as things tend to go with puppies, we are often Continue reading
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Temporary Miracles
There have been many times throughout my life that I have prayed for healing for someone who is suffering. Often, my prayers have been: “God, wouldn’t your healing of this person bring you so much glory? Wouldn’t it point to your power and your mercy if you were to draw this person from the jaws Continue reading
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The Holding Power of God
I’ve been thinking a lot about the holding power of God recently. He has promised that he will “never leave nor forsake” those who are his (Hebrews 13:5). I have seen this truth in my own life and I saw this truth play out as we watched my son lose his battle with cancer. Just Continue reading
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Laying Down Understanding
There were over 1,000 people in attendance at Ezra’s memorial service. Students, faculty, staff, medical providers, friends and strangers from Christian, Atheist, Buddhist, Mormon and Hindu backgrounds; all who heard the Gospel spoken that day. We have heard of people who have come to faith because of Ezra’s story. The truth is, however, as Ezra’s Continue reading
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The Evolution of Surrender
I am learning that surrender evolves with time and seasons. I have had points in my life in which I have believed that surrender was a one-time act. What I am learning, however, is that it is a repeated posture of the heart that must be practiced over and over and it evolves with time. Continue reading
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The Nuance of Healing
Yesterday marked the finish of three years now without Ezra. The weekend was full of people caring for us, praying for us, and supporting us. It’s a gift to be a part of both a community and God’s church and see and experience the care of Christ extended through his people. It helps so much Continue reading
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Things That May Not Be
Next Monday, September 29, will mark three years since Ezra left this earth. Grief is disorienting in that at times, three years feels like an eternity and in other ways, it seems as if we lost him a few weeks ago. I’m not sure my mind can comprehend quite yet that it will be three Continue reading
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Be Careful Little Eyes What You See: 5 Ways to Help Our Kids Process Social Media Violence
I am mom to four teenaged boys. Two have seen the Charlie Kirk shooting, two have not. As a mom, as a Christian, and as one who has a Masters in Counseling, the fact that 60% of children have watched real world acts of violence on social media is both concerning and alarming. As parents, Continue reading
