Faithful Paradox

faithful [ feyth-fuhl ] – steady in allegiance or affection; loyal — paradox. /ˈpær·əˌdɑks/ –  a statement or situation that may be true but seems impossible or difficult to understand


May we learn to be faithful to Jesus, even as we wrestle with the paradox of faith.

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  • Joy and Weeping

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  • The Long Journey

    As I continue to press into writing, grieving and the like, I have set a goal for myself to write once a week. There are some weeks that words flow easily. There have been times I have had a backlog of posts because thoughts flow like water from my mind to the page. There are Continue reading

  • Walking With Those Who Weep

    When we desire to walk well with those who suffer, it is a beautiful reflection of God’s heart in his children. We want to walk well with others as we are invited into sacred spaces of loss and disappointment. Often, however, we can feel paralyzed in knowing how to do it. I have had the Continue reading

  • Good Faith

    We had the sweet gift of time away as a family last week over my boys’ spring break. It was time to slow down, enjoy longer blocks of time together, experience some new landscapes, and escape both the rigors and monotony of life at home. Even my college-aged son was able to join us. I Continue reading

  • Sometimes, Good Gifts Feel Bad

    I have written on several occasions about my very personal battle with anxiety. This struggle has possibly served as one of the most discouraging, yet life-shaping battles of my life. The discouragement comes when the darkness won’t lift, despite doing everything I know to do to battle it. The discouragement comes when I can’t sense Continue reading

  • True for Our Souls

    A thing that, at times, has been difficult for me is learning to reconcile the truths of Scripture that I know are true because it’s God’s Word, yet have not seemed to be true or, at the very least, have not felt true in my experience. I recognize that my feelings and experiences have no Continue reading

  • 5 Lessons From a Bitter Woman

    My pastor-husband just finished preaching a short, five week series on the book of Ruth. One thing I love about the word of God is that it is indeed active and living (Hebrews 4:12). I have read the book of Ruth many times, even studied it in depth, yet going through it this time was Continue reading

  • 10 Things That Are Different Than What I Expected

    As I continue to walk this unexpected, undesired road of loss, there continue to be things I simply did not understand or expect. I have written previously about things I thought I knew that I simply did not know; or at least I did not understand it to the depth that I do now. Some Continue reading

  • The Goads

    We have several situations right now as a family that feel deeply challenging. So challenging, in fact, that I am unsure how they will work out. This uncertainty stirs anxiety and fear for me. While I am fighting to trust that God has a plan and his plan is good, I also continue to wrestle Continue reading